Anti-Hero

a protagonist whose character is at least in some regards conspicuously contrary to that of the archetypal hero, and is in some instances its antithesis.

Posted 1 month ago

Shit, you know, I have no idea how to start this post. So let’s just do a stream of consciousness thing.

a.) Why I’m writing a text post is because I have a picture that I want to post, but in order to balance out the look of my blog, there should be a text post so everything looks all dandy.

So that’s why I want to write something. But it’s weird, I can’t really quantify it all into cohesive thoughts, thus why I’m using this direct method of me actually thinking and the words going straight onto the page, or screen, however you want to say it.

1.) Girls
2.) The New Year
3.) Resolutions
4.) Music
5.) Uhh well I don’t have a real fifth one, but I don’t want to have 4 points.

So girls. Yeah. Dude, I don’t know. I’ve been bouncing around so many different things in my head that I have no idea what to do. I guess I just continue my path and see what’s up and what will happen. I already know the logical choice to make, and yet fantasizing is such a nostalgia for me, such a “lemonade on the porch on a Summer sunset” kind of thing for me that I’ll always do it, and it’ll always confuzzle me in the end anyways.

I like the concept of the new year. It gives people an excuse to be better people. Because I’ve realized that if you make a drastic change, or at least want to, it’s kind of hard to justify it or rationalize it, which is why New Years is cool: it’s the ultimate excuse to do what you want IF you keep up with it. Even though we should always strive to be better people in the cycles of our life, at least we try once we go through one cycle (which is when the New Years happen. I imagined each year to be a circle and as you travel along it you eventually get back to New Years every cycle.)

Shit I got resolutions. But really it’s just things I want to do or need to do that happen to fall near New Years, so I consider them New Years resolution. A lot of them are stupid and abstract.

TakumiTheFox.bandcamp.com

Tell your friends that I’m a rapper! Hopefully CL will master those new tracks and I’ll have Hero’s Journey (my 3rd mixtape) all ready to go. Well technically 2nd since FoxTrot was just something I smashed together.

I wonder who reads this.